Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Random 1.0.0.1
how some people can be so vain, is unbelievable...go get a life! facebook is no fun anymore.
i wore pink baju kurung today. my notebook is pink. the pouch for keeping all stuffs associated with it is pink. i happen to have some stuffs in pink. and some people assumed that i like pink. no. i like blue green black brown and white.
*the complicated-ness of my so called complicated self*
the other day i saw a lady squeezing zit(s) on her left cheek. it was red (the traffic light, i mean). i saw her squeezing the zit(s) through my rearview mirror. she watched herself squeezing her zit(s) using her rearview mirror. it was funny. she was so hard at work, maybe she forgot that others might be looking. people tend to get bored while caught in traffic jam. but don't do the things u usually do in your room to kill the time. dont dig your nose especially. it's not a pretty sight to look at. it may be dangerous too. what if a car bumped into your car while you are at it? your finger may get stuck in the nose for God knows how deep because of the impact. so be careful with the digging. be extra cautious. i do a lot of thinking while caught in traffic jam. it is less obvious. it doesn't need good sight, hand and mind coordination. besides, you can get away with anything that you are thinking. nobody knows. except of cos, He knows. but seriously, just do a mental note reminding you to poke your zits or dig your nose at home. don't do it on the road. anyway, the lady works at the same place as mine. i saw the uni's sticker on her car. i forgot to memorize the car's number so that i can go stick a post-it note on her car saying gotcha! i caught u squeezing your zits at the traffic light near pantai hospital at 6.10pm on monday 19 May 2009. she must be freaking out. thinking she has a stalker. it must be fun. i should try that one day.
we went to Nvivo8 training last week. it was a 3 hours journey one way, 6 back and forth. we listened to a station that plays songs that are so yesterdays/years/decades, i almost wept to death. god knows how much i hate it. but the other two nice friends love it. they listen to it every day. so, i listened to it too. it wasn't my car anyway. besides, 2 clearly win over 1. the majority rules. it's democratic. we were driving along jln. tun razak that morning. i watched other drivers because i wasn't driving. that was when i saw this lady. no, she wasn't squeezing any zits. she sang to the same song that was on the station that we listened to. i read her lips. i was singing to it too. i don't know its name. but it was the song that goes like this "hari ini kau datang riang, tersenyum buat ku senang, kau hias dirimu membuat aku bertambah sayang...tapi wajahmu semalam muram mengapa dewi mengapa, mungkinkah aku bersalah, cobalah dewi katakan... jangan dewi jangan begitu, senyum-senyumlah selalu, manis riang wajah bertambah jelita". i know you are singing too, now. it was amazing. a total stranger. somehow we were connected that way at that time. i laughed when i realized that. it made me happy. anyway, the song kept on playing in my mind for the whole day, it was annoying.
i hope the good people of perak will be given the chance to choose their own government. through a state election, no less. politics and its mind and behavior altering substances. people either look smart or stupid just because of it.
i took a leave for tomorrow. the i-forgot-what-its-name shaft of my car leaked for god knows how long. i cant read car language, i'm sorry. i'm getting it replaced. it will be a year this sunday. at the rate that i'm going, it won't last that long. need to really be sensitive of the car needs from now on. i need to renew the road tax and insurance next monday as well. being a grown up is no fun. and i am still a p.
i applied for a short grant today. i was anxious. suffering serious lack of confidence. as usual trying not to cross over my comfort zone. afraid of taking chances. underestimating myself. but Dr. Spencer Johnson says "What would you do if you were not afraid?". If i were obviously me, i would apply for the grant. so i did. after serious self spanking and beating last night, i decided to go for it. and i feel good. big pat on the back.
thats all about it for random 1.0.0.1. see you on random 1.0.0.2. if there's any.
i wore pink baju kurung today. my notebook is pink. the pouch for keeping all stuffs associated with it is pink. i happen to have some stuffs in pink. and some people assumed that i like pink. no. i like blue green black brown and white.
*the complicated-ness of my so called complicated self*
the other day i saw a lady squeezing zit(s) on her left cheek. it was red (the traffic light, i mean). i saw her squeezing the zit(s) through my rearview mirror. she watched herself squeezing her zit(s) using her rearview mirror. it was funny. she was so hard at work, maybe she forgot that others might be looking. people tend to get bored while caught in traffic jam. but don't do the things u usually do in your room to kill the time. dont dig your nose especially. it's not a pretty sight to look at. it may be dangerous too. what if a car bumped into your car while you are at it? your finger may get stuck in the nose for God knows how deep because of the impact. so be careful with the digging. be extra cautious. i do a lot of thinking while caught in traffic jam. it is less obvious. it doesn't need good sight, hand and mind coordination. besides, you can get away with anything that you are thinking. nobody knows. except of cos, He knows. but seriously, just do a mental note reminding you to poke your zits or dig your nose at home. don't do it on the road. anyway, the lady works at the same place as mine. i saw the uni's sticker on her car. i forgot to memorize the car's number so that i can go stick a post-it note on her car saying gotcha! i caught u squeezing your zits at the traffic light near pantai hospital at 6.10pm on monday 19 May 2009. she must be freaking out. thinking she has a stalker. it must be fun. i should try that one day.
we went to Nvivo8 training last week. it was a 3 hours journey one way, 6 back and forth. we listened to a station that plays songs that are so yesterdays/years/decades, i almost wept to death. god knows how much i hate it. but the other two nice friends love it. they listen to it every day. so, i listened to it too. it wasn't my car anyway. besides, 2 clearly win over 1. the majority rules. it's democratic. we were driving along jln. tun razak that morning. i watched other drivers because i wasn't driving. that was when i saw this lady. no, she wasn't squeezing any zits. she sang to the same song that was on the station that we listened to. i read her lips. i was singing to it too. i don't know its name. but it was the song that goes like this "hari ini kau datang riang, tersenyum buat ku senang, kau hias dirimu membuat aku bertambah sayang...tapi wajahmu semalam muram mengapa dewi mengapa, mungkinkah aku bersalah, cobalah dewi katakan... jangan dewi jangan begitu, senyum-senyumlah selalu, manis riang wajah bertambah jelita". i know you are singing too, now. it was amazing. a total stranger. somehow we were connected that way at that time. i laughed when i realized that. it made me happy. anyway, the song kept on playing in my mind for the whole day, it was annoying.
i hope the good people of perak will be given the chance to choose their own government. through a state election, no less. politics and its mind and behavior altering substances. people either look smart or stupid just because of it.
i took a leave for tomorrow. the i-forgot-what-its-name shaft of my car leaked for god knows how long. i cant read car language, i'm sorry. i'm getting it replaced. it will be a year this sunday. at the rate that i'm going, it won't last that long. need to really be sensitive of the car needs from now on. i need to renew the road tax and insurance next monday as well. being a grown up is no fun. and i am still a p.
i applied for a short grant today. i was anxious. suffering serious lack of confidence. as usual trying not to cross over my comfort zone. afraid of taking chances. underestimating myself. but Dr. Spencer Johnson says "What would you do if you were not afraid?". If i were obviously me, i would apply for the grant. so i did. after serious self spanking and beating last night, i decided to go for it. and i feel good. big pat on the back.
thats all about it for random 1.0.0.1. see you on random 1.0.0.2. if there's any.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Life many lessons...
I had a bad day yesterday.
Painful...
to say the least.
Knowing me, it will hunt me for years.
Drown me in self-pity.
Humiliation... endless regrets...
Torture my already tormented soul.
If I learned nothing from it,
I should cease to exist.
But, I've learned... I've learned.
How could i forget...
The harder it is to be swallowed,
The longer it will be remembered.
Guess... I can no longer just pin my hopes up high.
Stay in the shallow end betting for changes to happen.
But to do it.
It might be easier if,
the will is strong...
There must be a way!
Wade in and see how far I can last.
because the act itself explains everything...
He loves me too much to let me go for self-destruction.
Thank you O Allah for the reminder...
Thank you.
Painful...
to say the least.
Knowing me, it will hunt me for years.
Drown me in self-pity.
Humiliation... endless regrets...
Torture my already tormented soul.
If I learned nothing from it,
I should cease to exist.
But, I've learned... I've learned.
How could i forget...
The harder it is to be swallowed,
The longer it will be remembered.
Guess... I can no longer just pin my hopes up high.
Stay in the shallow end betting for changes to happen.
But to do it.
It might be easier if,
the will is strong...
There must be a way!
Wade in and see how far I can last.
because the act itself explains everything...
He loves me too much to let me go for self-destruction.
Thank you O Allah for the reminder...
Thank you.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Selepas 3 hari
Sengal dan poyo sungguh entri yang sebelum ini.... huhu! tapi, xpa lah... once in a while, tahap kesengalan dan kepoyoan tu mungkin jadi tak terkawal.. hehe! butt heyyy, tomok is worth to be mentioned here... i still think that he is a great singer, and a brilliant (okay, maybe a little too early to say that..) one at that! hehe! maybe, paras kesengalan dan kepoyoan masih belum menurun... mari kita bercakap mengenai hal lain sebelum entry ni menjadi lebih sengal dan poyo... benci!
Sooo, hari ini saya mendapat 140 skrip jawapan peperiksaan akhir untuk dipangkah dan diconteng dengan pen berwarna merah, dikeronyok atau ditumpahkan dengan air teh o ais... dan mungkin juga ditindih akibat tertidur sewaktu proses penyemakan berlaku... haihhhhh! semalam both of my classes had their final exam.. jadi, skaligus skrip yang kena disemak jadi banyak! huuuuu.... perlu bertungkus-lumus untuk siapkan semua dalam 2 hari sebab hari Khamis saya mahu pulangggggg!!!!... lalalalalalaa... tak sabar nak pulang ke kampung ku... rumahku syurgakuuuu... sekali lagi poyo! benci dengan kepoyoan yang begitu melimpah ruah sejak akhir-akhir ini... huuuuu..
ok, itu sahaja. sekian.
Sooo, hari ini saya mendapat 140 skrip jawapan peperiksaan akhir untuk dipangkah dan diconteng dengan pen berwarna merah, dikeronyok atau ditumpahkan dengan air teh o ais... dan mungkin juga ditindih akibat tertidur sewaktu proses penyemakan berlaku... haihhhhh! semalam both of my classes had their final exam.. jadi, skaligus skrip yang kena disemak jadi banyak! huuuuu.... perlu bertungkus-lumus untuk siapkan semua dalam 2 hari sebab hari Khamis saya mahu pulangggggg!!!!... lalalalalalaa... tak sabar nak pulang ke kampung ku... rumahku syurgakuuuu... sekali lagi poyo! benci dengan kepoyoan yang begitu melimpah ruah sejak akhir-akhir ini... huuuuu..
ok, itu sahaja. sekian.
Friday, May 1, 2009
Berdebar!!
I watched X-Men Origin - Wolverine with Bett tadi... and it was AWESOME!!!!!!! FANTASTICO! I'm sure those who are close to me know how much I love the super sapiens. You should watch it... and, I think I'm going to watch it again pretty soon...
but, tonight we are not going to talk bout it...
I'm blogging while watching OIAM and I cannot believe that Tomok actually got voted out.. i mean, literally. Technically he cannot sing tonight.. but, thank god he is still in. What the hell with the voters? He deserves to be in the finals, not that shrieking and screaming guy. I like Tomok since he sang Beyonce's Crazy in love. It was so good! and La la la kerjalah was simply brilliant! I would not recognize the song if the title wasn't mentioned before he sang it. But i like Sheila Majid's aku cinta padamu and Faizal Tahir's coba cover the most... but, minus the glasses of course. Syafinaz's ingin bersamamu pun best! He has changed.. and I think he deserves to win the 1 million. and I hope esther will trip on stage! hehe! kaem jahat..
I cannot believe that I'm actually saying all the things I've said! I mean about Tomok... but he really is a brilliant singer! at least he trully delivers his best... flaws and all, he is a good singer. In case you are wondering, I did vote for him. hehe... *malu*
Aweera and Esther performed just now... it was ok. Tomok is up next, we'll see how he performs..
*iklan*
Yeay, he is the best... for now laa. Sang Aizat's hanya kau yang mampu... and as usual, he changed the arrangement... and it was so good!
Esther and Aweera performed... ok laa. Esther was so sexy!! Of course Rihanna's version is the best.
Tomok sang his first solo song... he did well. and I hope he'll win the 1 million.
We'll wait for the result jap lagi...
Syafinaz said "malam ini ialah malam Tomok".
Wah3... beriya je aku ni haihhhh!! but I did pray for him after Isya' tadi... hahahaha!! poyo laa aku niiiiii! benci betul! but seriously, saya tak pernah jadi begini ok... ini bukan kebiasaan saya. So, jangan berprasangka bukan2 ya...
The thing is, I am hoping that the one who trully deserves the 1 million, get the money. Come on, just think of what happened to Faizal Tahir... not that I like him back then, he should win that night, but he didn't. So, the money should be for The One in a Million (so called laaa...)., not the second best. But, lets just hope whoever wins really worth the money... and votes.
Bunkface sucks!! tadi laa... nyanyi laa lagu yang famous. apa laa..
Voting line dah TUTUP! *gugup*
WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!
I don't have to say who won... hehe!
but, tonight we are not going to talk bout it...
I'm blogging while watching OIAM and I cannot believe that Tomok actually got voted out.. i mean, literally. Technically he cannot sing tonight.. but, thank god he is still in. What the hell with the voters? He deserves to be in the finals, not that shrieking and screaming guy. I like Tomok since he sang Beyonce's Crazy in love. It was so good! and La la la kerjalah was simply brilliant! I would not recognize the song if the title wasn't mentioned before he sang it. But i like Sheila Majid's aku cinta padamu and Faizal Tahir's coba cover the most... but, minus the glasses of course. Syafinaz's ingin bersamamu pun best! He has changed.. and I think he deserves to win the 1 million. and I hope esther will trip on stage! hehe! kaem jahat..
I cannot believe that I'm actually saying all the things I've said! I mean about Tomok... but he really is a brilliant singer! at least he trully delivers his best... flaws and all, he is a good singer. In case you are wondering, I did vote for him. hehe... *malu*
Aweera and Esther performed just now... it was ok. Tomok is up next, we'll see how he performs..
*iklan*
Yeay, he is the best... for now laa. Sang Aizat's hanya kau yang mampu... and as usual, he changed the arrangement... and it was so good!
Esther and Aweera performed... ok laa. Esther was so sexy!! Of course Rihanna's version is the best.
Tomok sang his first solo song... he did well. and I hope he'll win the 1 million.
We'll wait for the result jap lagi...
Syafinaz said "malam ini ialah malam Tomok".
Wah3... beriya je aku ni haihhhh!! but I did pray for him after Isya' tadi... hahahaha!! poyo laa aku niiiiii! benci betul! but seriously, saya tak pernah jadi begini ok... ini bukan kebiasaan saya. So, jangan berprasangka bukan2 ya...
The thing is, I am hoping that the one who trully deserves the 1 million, get the money. Come on, just think of what happened to Faizal Tahir... not that I like him back then, he should win that night, but he didn't. So, the money should be for The One in a Million (so called laaa...)., not the second best. But, lets just hope whoever wins really worth the money... and votes.
Bunkface sucks!! tadi laa... nyanyi laa lagu yang famous. apa laa..
Voting line dah TUTUP! *gugup*
WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!
I don't have to say who won... hehe!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
2 jam 56 minit kemudian
Alhamdulillah...
atas kurniaan rezeki...
dan kasih sayang Ilahi...
Satu cabaran dah dilalui.
Pulang ke fakulti, mendapat ganjaran tak disangka!
dan tepat pada masanya.
Alhamdulillah... alhamdulillah...
syukur.
Double joy! :) :)
Kemudian, bertemu rakan lama yang datang berziarah...
Suka!
Rasanya, hari ini... triple joy! :) :) :)
oh, esok 1 Mei!! Hari Pekerja...
Cuti yang amat kena pada masanya.
Rasanya dah penat bekerja...
otak dan emosi dah di torture.
Walau apa pun...,
satu milestone dah dicapai.
Seterusnya?
Bring it on!
Tiada yang mustahil.
Insyaallah...
Masa untuk keraian!
SAYA GEMBIRA
atas kurniaan rezeki...
dan kasih sayang Ilahi...
Satu cabaran dah dilalui.
Pulang ke fakulti, mendapat ganjaran tak disangka!
dan tepat pada masanya.
Alhamdulillah... alhamdulillah...
syukur.
Double joy! :) :)
Kemudian, bertemu rakan lama yang datang berziarah...
Suka!
Rasanya, hari ini... triple joy! :) :) :)
oh, esok 1 Mei!! Hari Pekerja...
Cuti yang amat kena pada masanya.
Rasanya dah penat bekerja...
otak dan emosi dah di torture.
Walau apa pun...,
satu milestone dah dicapai.
Seterusnya?
Bring it on!
Tiada yang mustahil.
Insyaallah...
Masa untuk keraian!
SAYA GEMBIRA
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